WHy??

dun aSk....hahaha

y suddenly i think of him in the middle of the night????sometimes i even dream of him........a dreamz...do i still have feelings for him?? maybe i do..after much tot..yes i do...why???i dun want to look back to the past.....it hurts and make me miz him soo much....the feelings are just too heavy for me & hard to describe.....tears filled my eyes when thinking of him...i know i should not feel this way....he have moved on...im sorry.....i want to scream my heart out & cry very badly.....but dun want people to see my tears..he were once part of life & had created a big impact in my life that makes me feel i've lost a precious treasure in my life....i feel the loss......its too painful,though i might not show it & he dun see it on my face...its true..its never the same without him.....

haha....emo japz...lol
juz need to pour out...hahaa


|| posted by fluFFy a.k.a ANA